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Backwards Memoir

by Negative Entropy

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1.
[Instrumental]
2.
Who are you, that goes by the name of I? Who are you, that thinks you're gonna survive? The solipsistic perspectives thrive Deafened by prayers, even god had to learn to choose Where to end the oceans…. Who will win, and who will lose Self-awareness with a tightened noose We’ve…. Built…. It all… And historically, empires, fall Five extinctions…. So far.. Our vanity, lowers the bar And the DNA well, runs dry Can existence, itself, die? Who are you, who struggles for an identity? And who are you, who struggles just, to see? That you are blind to your periphery Sometimes I wonder if god had the foresight to know How many of us would grow by holding others below And I shudder just to think Of humanity, on, the brink Our, life boats will, sink So please shoot, the messenger (SHOOT THE MESSENGER!) Our ignorance, will, ensure That the DNA well, runs dry, can existence itself die?!?! (Chorus, instrumental) (Solo section) (Chorus with lyrics) [It’s from the stars that we were born Inevitable that life would form] 2X And you will always, Exist my friends In the oroborus Of our consciousness
3.
Vacate 04:31
Vacate, you get the fuck outta my house Vacate, hope that door hits you one your, way out I hope it hits you where the sun don’t shine Vacate, don’t you open up your mouth Vacate, pack all things and, get on out Into the night shrouded by doubt Betrayed, in a few month’s time Malignant cancer masquerades, as benign In a house I thought I could call mine Vacant, of words left to say to you Paranoia grows and realities not getting through The whole universe askew (instrumental section) Thankful, to call you all my friends Again, apologize for all the things I’ve done and said I crawled through shit and then came out clean at the Ritz No vacancy, in my new home For all the demons up in my head I told you leave it alone You’re making me shout Get the, fuck out of my house!!
4.
Parade 03:18
Black tats smoking cigarettes, the hearts on parade We play the song again and light one more, before the day, ends Well the parade of hearts is coming don’t you be estranged, Don’t you know that each and every heart has its place, And don’t you know, that love, aint no race, to the end By the rainbows at night, that hide beneath the moon, We danced with the butterflies as we chased Our loving, mood Your fading sleeve tells a story, but ive planned mine ahead, The needle, quells the craving, and the stone, reminds, the head [whistle solo] Well I dunno what we did that night when I found you in my bed, But I know that we did nothing that we regret, Still I should’ve said, what’s been on my mind, since, the parade. The hearts and souls that once met to sing, they now drift as smoke, upon the breeze And dissipate into whispers, the ink, is to faded to read By the rainbows at night, that hide beneath the moon We danced with the butterflies, and I found That my loving mood, exists, without you.
5.
Becoming 04:15
[Instrumental]
6.
There will always be, crooked men and the sea Or god has lost. Control. Well the seas can’t be tamed The crooked men are deranged. But they’d both swallow you whole. They move sheathed in shadows Hiding in plain sight, you’d never know, they’re…. there…. And each of these shadows….. like a new-born disease Kills hearts like winter kills…. The…. Trees… The man I met, was as crooked as they come. He was the deadlights personified. He was patient and kind, he was cruelly divine, As he clawed into your spine And the man you met, had a jagged soul. Enforced his way with, the sword Impervious was his will, and willfully The crooked man killed yours There will always be, crooked men and the sea. And god has. Lost. Control.
7.
Confessional 06:15
Verses Candlelight confessional, confiding in criminals, you pay me to lower the veil, over Predator professional, bow down to processional, you pay me to lower the veil, over, Your eyes can’t see, poison in the remedy, sunday mourning’s dose, placebo prescriptions, Time tested And approved, subjugation servitude, the clockwork towers, corrupts and devours every- Where it looms, tricks with bread and wine and tombs, three nails for false kings, history is carved by the guillotines Off with their heads Bridge I used to pray to god, any fucking god, i used to pray to god, but god was dumb Verses And now the hounds of hell are alive and feeding well, SOCIETIES NEW MUSE, and now you must choose. EITHER GOD IS DEAD, OR THE DELUSION FROM ANCIENT HEADS PASSED DOWN by BREATHS, SPAWNED FROM THE CONSCIOUS FEAR OF DEATH HERE IS MY CONFESSION I’VE DOLED OUT PENANCE BY THE POUND MY WHOLE LIFE SPENT PREACHING ADDING FIRE, TO THE MOUND FOR LEADING THE BLIND TO THE PYRE, I REPENT ASHES TO ASHES, BURN TO DUST THE BETRAYAL BY THE FALSE, SHEPARD THE SHEEP, ALL BOW, THEIR HEADS The sheep, will bow, their heads You sheep, you will bow, your head.

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Backwards Memoir is an album of juxtaposing stories and "heroes".

Played forwards it tells of a fictional messenger attempting to show humanity a possible path to a potential future where we are free from our dogmatism, tribalism, and nationalist mentalities. Humanity retaliates. The hero falls.

Played in reverse track order it tells my personal journey of growth. From the ignorant, hypocritical, self-deprecating, dogmatic follower I was, into the real human being I am today.

These two stories will eat each other forever in the ouroboros of conscious existence.

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released August 21, 2020

Alice Endangered- Guitars, Vocals
Taylor KouqJ Bull - Bass, Vocals
Joe Shattls - Drums, Percussion
Joe Mancinelli - Organ
Breanna Sutcliffe - Vocals

Music and Lyrics - Alice Endangered
Produced by Taylor KouqJ Bull at Seventh Wave
Additional engineering by Kevin Kennedy
Mastered by Taylor KouqJ Bull and Jesse Scott Kaufmann

Album art - Jamey McElroy

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Negative Entropy Lancaster, Pennsylvania

A project based in dualities and juxtapositions, Negative Entropy is aggressive and beautiful; a wolf who knows when to throw the muzzle off. This Lancaster, PA sonic specter mimics the unpredictable nature of existence; blending beauty and chaos with introspection to delve through the dissonance of self. Negative Entropy aims to bring enjoyment and growth to every “I” at every show ... more

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